Christmas in November

Although I've never been a christmas-maniac,

I have to admit that there's another vibe in the atmosphere during christmas.

plus we have holidays!(and I really need some rest)

I  have those friends who actually love christmas,so we decorated the christmas tree.

To be honest,I'm thankful,'cause now I feel that christmas are even closer.

That's why I'm sharing with you these pictures.

To feel that there are only some ....uhmmm...days left to Christmas holidays.

When are you planning to start the christmas decorations?

New camera

I have my camera finally!sadhsadhsdfljfe!If only I could descrive how much happy I am!After about half a year of savings,I finally got it yesterday!It's a Canon Eos 1000D!It's so beautiful and has all these awsome features!It's weird to have a DSLR after years of having a simple compact one.I'll get used to it,I guess.I'm already trying to discover its features.I take pictures all the time.My family feels a little irritated to be honest,as I shoot them eating,brushing their teeth,sleeping,watching tv,cooking,peeing!But it's ok with me!My personal drama has come to an end!I'm happy to death!Some random pics are following:

This is me smiling fakely(?-I'm not sure this word exists,actually.But you get what I mean.Duh!How am I supposed to sit for the proficiency examinations this weekend anyway?)

Hope you all have a great week!

I'd love to be one of your rings to kiss your fingers all the time

When I meet people,one of the first things I notice on them is their hands.I love it when their fingers are long and thin.I'd like to have more skinny fingers.While I was thinking of possible exercises to get thinner fingers,I came across this video:


Isn't it the funniest way of finger exercise?

What are the first things you notice when you meet someone?

Dear camera

My dearest camera,

There are so many things I like to share with you.I can't keep them for myself anymore.You know,I'm in love with you.No.Actually is more than that.I'm obssesed with you.I think about you all the time.I talk about you all the time.I know that you'll love me too,honey.'Cause there's no one in this world that could ever love you and take care of you more than me.You and I are ment to be together.There are only some technical problems that keep us away from each other.After that,I promise you my love,nothing is gonna tear us apart never ever again.We won't separate from each other.We'll go out together,we'll stay in together,we'll sleep together,we'll do everything together.Until then I've put your picture for wallpaper,and I check you out everyday to see if you're ok.
Just be patient my love,there are only few days left.
Truly yours,
Kat

To be somebody

I know mum was awake.
Waiting for me to come with the lights off and the door of her bedroom wide open.
I felt a little bit attracted by you at the begining.
I didn't know you at all.
Your name was my favorite one.
But I didn't care after that.
But today while we were talking,I was glad to hear about yourself.
I like listening in general.
After some minutes I started realizing that you were only talking about yourself.
And then you started putting music.
You were feeling somebody.
I remember you once told me you wanna buy a turntable.
"Do you like it?"you asked a girl.
"No!Your music always sucks!"
And then you turned to me.
"Do you?"
No.I didn't like this song this much.
Don't take it personally,but I don't get inspired by this type of music.
But you were feeling somebody,while you were putting music.
You were feeling closer to that you wanted to be.
I felt pity for you.I was understanding you.
"Um...yeah....why not?"I said.
Then I left.
And you started putting some rock.
Some got excited.
And started dancing.
And you were feeling good.
You was somebody again.
And then you said 3-4 times about this song your taekwondo teacher used to play.
It was perfect you said.
And I was feeling how much you were trying to be somebody.
And I felt you weren't good enough for me.
But there were these guys.
They were nothing.
And they started making fun of you and your brother.
To feel better.
To feel they were somebody,like you were trying to be.
But you were innocent and pure.
They were making fun of you.
After that you ascended to my eyes.


When I got home,you texted me.
And I smiled.With sympathy.

Vomit

I wanna throw up.

To remove from me all the useless things.

Insecurities,fears,cowardice,everything.

Everything that pulls me down

and doesn't let me fly.

No regrets (?)

There are these things that you know

 you have to do them

 to realize you shouldn't have.



p.s. guys I'm not talking about chocolate only...
:P

No in a threesome

I'm so fucking happy!I mean life is perfect!My family has gone to our cottage and I'm home alone until Sunday!How cool is that?In the meantime,I dance around this empty house,I talk with the mirrors and my cat,I cook myself meals that anyone else wouldn't dare to taste,with the leftovers in the fridge,I'm planning to go to the supermarket and try no to forget my keys!I also take random pics of myself -which is actually not that easy,cause you have to keep taking pictures again and again,until the results are close to what you wanted!Unfortunately,I'll have tons of homework to do and now that I have a variety of things to do it's even more difficult to concentrate!-.-

Any suggestions of recipes,things to do etc accepted!

Hope you enjoy yourselves too!

C:

Young Folks

If I told you things I did before

Told you how I used to be

Would you go along with someone like me?

If you knew my story word for word

Had all of my history

Would you go along with someone like me?

I did before and had my share

It didn't lead nowhere

I would go along with someone like you

It doesn't matter what you did

Who you were hanging with

We could stick around and see this night through

And we don't care about the young folks

Talking about the young style

And we don't care about the old folks

Talking about the old style too

And we don't care about our own folks

Talking about our own style

All we care about is talking

Talking only me and you

Usually when things has gone this far

People tend to disappear

No one would surprise me unless you do

I can tell there's something going on

Hours seem to disappear

Everyone is leaving

I'm still with you

It doesn't matter what we do

Where we are going to

We can stick around

And see this night through

-Peter,Bjorn&John

Handmade Jewelery #1

It's funny.If you read my last posts you'll probaply think I'm a pessimist.Which is not true.
I have my ups and downs.Everybody does.It just that when I'm not in the perfect mood I need to write,to express myself.When I'm happy it's one of the last things that come to my mind.
My blog's title is "My life is a mess".I know it's easy to misunderstand.But I like it when my life is messy and everything is upside down.
Well,I made these earrings some months ago.I used 2 peanuts and some glue.It's the easiest thing ever.

Dream a Little Dream by Louis Armstrong

Cold soup

Cold soup.Closed shutters.Little light.Cloudy day.Clothes on the floor.You're trying to put your mind together which is wandering pointlessly in an ocean of thoughts.You're wandering in the empty,dark house.You put another plate of cold soup.You are retrying to concentrate.You open the books.You're trying to predict your future in this empty plate of soup.Like the gypsies do with the cups of coffee.You HAVE TO concentrate.
But what is it that you want?What could add some colour in this moment?

I haven't go shopping for ages.I'm saving money to buy a new camera.I desperately want it.Luckily,my nameday is in about some days,so I'm gonna get some extra pocket money!As far as the flu is concerned,I got sick on Friday which was something I DIDN'T want,cause I couldn't go out!It's irony...
What's up in your lives?

I WILL get sick!

"I'm sick" ,she said.

And I said: "Hug me!"

So then I'll get sick too.
And everybody will say "It's psychological","She gets too much tired" or something.
And everyone will feel sorry for me and they'll take care of me.
    Mum will make me some orange juice and force me to eat untasty food.But I won't mind because she's  a terrible cooker anyway.
     My sister will bring me whatever I ask for from the other rooms.
    Dad will kiss me and recomend me to get rest.
And that's exactly what I'll do!I'll lie all day at the sofa,watching the silliest programms on the tv.
                                                                            That would be more than awesome.