Unattainable

Only when the goal is unattainable

do I start to feel like I'm losing myself

and this deep secret

that hasn't come out yet

is buried down deep with the rest

I can't coerce you into this one

Jealousy lay all your spells to bed

I'll choose unloved instead

If only songs were sung

to guide the doubtful ones

beyond the rough

where not as much is good enough

Oh, if you find yourself

amongst the lonely ones

I'll be waiting here with open arms

I can't coerce you into this one

Jealousy lay all your spells to bed

I'll choose unloved instead

Rainbow Braid

Isn't it simply amazing?I'm so obsessed!I want my hair to be like that!

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Have a nice week!

Can't sleep alone

I've been tagged by m1rto to share with you ten things I love:

1.Swimming naked!Have you ever tried?It's the absolut freedom!

2.when I have just had a bath and go to sleep in clean sheets.Love the smell.

3. when my sister and I go to bed and talk about the breakfast we’re gonna have in the morning.We have a reason to wake up!

4.bikes

5.crying when I watch movies (even cartoons)

6.when I can't sleep and it's too late and everyone else in the house is sleeping but me and I write my random thoughts down.

7.biscuits with milk

8.cutting pictures from magazines and put them on my wall.(I can't say my mum likes it too!)

9.when I take the bus alone!I feel so independent!

10.daydreaming

Well,Magda tagged me too so I have to answer her questions!

1)How would you spend your day if it was your last one on Earth?

With my favourite people trying to see and do as many things and places I can.It kills me when I think how many things I'll never experience.

2)In which movie would you like to star?

In Up!

3)If you were on object in your room,what would that be?

My full-of-pictures wall

4)Describe a random dream you've seen in your sleep.

I was flying with the marvel super heroes.No seriously.I've seen it more than twice.

5)Do you believe in past lives?

Nope!

6)Do you read a book these days?Which one?

"encounter" by Milan Kundera

7)Do you cook? Your speciality?

I know the basics.But I like experimenting.

8)Which is your worst house chore?(And no,I don't take "All" as an answer!)

washing the dishes -.-

I have one more tag to do,but I'll do it next time cause gosh I'm so tired.I really need to sleep!

I can't pick 8 people right now ,so everyone is free to answer the questions!(sorry for not creating new ones but I'm not really in mental shape right now.

I can't breath

It kills me.I have to take a decision.Now.A decision that's gonna affect my whole life.I don't wanna think.At all.

I just know one thing.I wanna paint.And take photos.Everything else doesn't matter to me.

This paradise doesn't exist anymore

It was a beautiful place huh?It was!Now,all these trees are burnt.I'm talking about Preveli in Crete.

p.s.Yeah!I finally came back!

Missed you so much!

What I wore today

Remember when I used to post outfits too?It's been quite a while.And I have tons of photos to post from Crete (actually 1096!),but I don't have the time.I have to get ready for tomorrow!I'm leaving with 2 of my friends for my village(somewhere near Kalamata!).Duajdlkajdkjfdladasfd!I'm super-excited!

What are your plans?

Rubbish?

Rubbish?Or not?How difficult is it to find the useless stuff that make your life heavier?And if you find them how difficult is it to get rid of them?In general,we tend to add things to our life that we don't need.Going out with boring people to boring places,buying useless stuff or avoiding being spontaneous because we're worried about others' opinion.Do we like making things more complicated than they really are?Are we masochists?Why do we insist making a drama every single thing that's happening to us?I start wondering whether it's our fault that we mess up our lives or not.Maybe deep inside we like it that way.Cause maybe we would be bored otherwise.Are we just pawns at the game of life or we are the ones who play and set the rules?If you ask me,I find it charming to let yourself free of worries.And let luck to control your life for a while.But not for a long time.Cause your life belongs to you.And you have to control it and drive it to the way you want(or at least try to).It just feels good to take a break sometimes and relax.And let your life drive you.Just for a little.

p.s.THANK YOUUU SOOOO MUCH MY DEAREST FOLLOWERS!LOVE YAAAAAAAA!

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I just wanna feel something today

If you're wondering what happened to me (again-.-),I have to assure you that I'm alive.Almost.Cause while I was enjoying my summer holidays and I was swimming in an ocean of hapiness and fun,the worst thing that could ever happen to someone in the heart of summer happened to ME.Yeap!I got sick. -.-It's tragic 'cause I have to stay all day long at home and lie at the sofa.I couldn't even read books or watch documentaries until now (I feel better,luckily!),cause I had this awful headache and I couldn't focus!All I could do was talking on the phone with the people outside,in the real world,and be jealous of them.

I found it difficult to sleep yesterday,cause in the silence of my dark room I could hear the pulse of my heart all over my body.Maybe it was all in my head,but I swear it was too loud!And then I started thinking what's inside me and how fragile we are.Our lives depend on a small thing named heart.And then again I remember this car commercial whose logo was:

"Without our heart,we would be just machines."

And I really like it,so I thought I should share it with you.

p.s.the best thing when being ill,is that you don't have to do any chores,and everybody takes care of you!Well,I haven't tidied my room for a week now and in that mess I have lost my camera!!!!-.-

p.s.2.the photos were taken about a week ago.When I was full of health!

I hope you are enjoying your summer!

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Don't feel like myself today

I can't sleep at night.The weather is too hot.I close my eyes and my mind is full of pictures.I'm in Mexico.In one of those beautiful,colourful houses.My house smells fresh coffee.I eat fruits for dinner.I walk barefoot on the stone floor.At the evenings,when the sun is about to set,I go outside,and sit at the door step next to a flower pot.I quench my flower's thirst with a cup of water every afternoon.I have a cat too.White with orange stripes.She fondles me when she touch my legs with her tail.And I sing traditional mexican songs.And I play the flute.And I wave at my heighbours.And I'm happy.

Where would you like to be now?

I was there Sugahspank!

This week was awsome.I did so many interesting things (ehmmm.... instead of studying).

1. I went to a Retro &Vintage bazaar where I met Nina from Las ninas y los ninos!I don't really remember what I told her,but I still remember I had a stupid smile on my face for hours!
2. I went to the 10th European Jazz festival @Tehnopolis
3. To the B-fest at the School of Fine Arts
4. I went to this school again to watch Antigone's(my art teacher) performance.

And last but not least,I went to Anaireseis,where I watched Sugahspank! and the Swing Shoes live!Girl,you have an amazing voice! That was enough for me and my friend Ion (the girl in the pictures)to decide that the love of our lives is gonna be a swing dancer!

Oh!I almost forgot.I also went to the Sarah Lucas' exhibition and tomorrow..........

I'm gonna go to Maraveyas Ilegal 's concert!

Aaaaaaaaah!I love this city!Especially in summer!

Hope ,you guys,have fun too!Have a nice week!

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Happy birthday My Life is A Mess

I was about to make a post about something irrelevant when I went back to my first post and I realized It's been exactly one year since I started blogging!