Christmas in November

Although I've never been a christmas-maniac,

I have to admit that there's another vibe in the atmosphere during christmas.

plus we have holidays!(and I really need some rest)

I  have those friends who actually love christmas,so we decorated the christmas tree.

To be honest,I'm thankful,'cause now I feel that christmas are even closer.

That's why I'm sharing with you these pictures.

To feel that there are only some ....uhmmm...days left to Christmas holidays.

When are you planning to start the christmas decorations?

New camera

I have my camera finally!sadhsadhsdfljfe!If only I could descrive how much happy I am!After about half a year of savings,I finally got it yesterday!It's a Canon Eos 1000D!It's so beautiful and has all these awsome features!It's weird to have a DSLR after years of having a simple compact one.I'll get used to it,I guess.I'm already trying to discover its features.I take pictures all the time.My family feels a little irritated to be honest,as I shoot them eating,brushing their teeth,sleeping,watching tv,cooking,peeing!But it's ok with me!My personal drama has come to an end!I'm happy to death!Some random pics are following:

This is me smiling fakely(?-I'm not sure this word exists,actually.But you get what I mean.Duh!How am I supposed to sit for the proficiency examinations this weekend anyway?)

Hope you all have a great week!

I'd love to be one of your rings to kiss your fingers all the time

When I meet people,one of the first things I notice on them is their hands.I love it when their fingers are long and thin.I'd like to have more skinny fingers.While I was thinking of possible exercises to get thinner fingers,I came across this video:


Isn't it the funniest way of finger exercise?

What are the first things you notice when you meet someone?

Dear camera

My dearest camera,

There are so many things I like to share with you.I can't keep them for myself anymore.You know,I'm in love with you.No.Actually is more than that.I'm obssesed with you.I think about you all the time.I talk about you all the time.I know that you'll love me too,honey.'Cause there's no one in this world that could ever love you and take care of you more than me.You and I are ment to be together.There are only some technical problems that keep us away from each other.After that,I promise you my love,nothing is gonna tear us apart never ever again.We won't separate from each other.We'll go out together,we'll stay in together,we'll sleep together,we'll do everything together.Until then I've put your picture for wallpaper,and I check you out everyday to see if you're ok.
Just be patient my love,there are only few days left.
Truly yours,
Kat

To be somebody

I know mum was awake.
Waiting for me to come with the lights off and the door of her bedroom wide open.
I felt a little bit attracted by you at the begining.
I didn't know you at all.
Your name was my favorite one.
But I didn't care after that.
But today while we were talking,I was glad to hear about yourself.
I like listening in general.
After some minutes I started realizing that you were only talking about yourself.
And then you started putting music.
You were feeling somebody.
I remember you once told me you wanna buy a turntable.
"Do you like it?"you asked a girl.
"No!Your music always sucks!"
And then you turned to me.
"Do you?"
No.I didn't like this song this much.
Don't take it personally,but I don't get inspired by this type of music.
But you were feeling somebody,while you were putting music.
You were feeling closer to that you wanted to be.
I felt pity for you.I was understanding you.
"Um...yeah....why not?"I said.
Then I left.
And you started putting some rock.
Some got excited.
And started dancing.
And you were feeling good.
You was somebody again.
And then you said 3-4 times about this song your taekwondo teacher used to play.
It was perfect you said.
And I was feeling how much you were trying to be somebody.
And I felt you weren't good enough for me.
But there were these guys.
They were nothing.
And they started making fun of you and your brother.
To feel better.
To feel they were somebody,like you were trying to be.
But you were innocent and pure.
They were making fun of you.
After that you ascended to my eyes.


When I got home,you texted me.
And I smiled.With sympathy.

Vomit

I wanna throw up.

To remove from me all the useless things.

Insecurities,fears,cowardice,everything.

Everything that pulls me down

and doesn't let me fly.