I'm cold.But I'm happy.

Today I discovered a whole new paradise.I went up to our terrace.It was magical.I could see the sky,the city,the lights.The wind was blowing and I was feeling free.I was alone.But I wasn't feeling lonely.

And then you came to my mind.

And all the things we planned,but we never found the chance to do.

I never finished this CD I promised to you.

I never slept at your home.

We never went swimming just the two of us.

We never talked on the phone all night long.

I never brought you up here,to see the gorgeous view.

These little things come to my mind moments like these.Or when I see your stuff everywhere in my room.Or at the darkest hour of the day,deep under my blankets.

And I'm cold up here.But I'm happy.

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Top made by me

Edit:Zoe wanted to put a soundrack on my post,so she suggested me the following.Thanks so much Zoe!

The Sewing Machine and me

Hehe.Guess what!It's time to show you what you've been longing for!The pieces of art I created with my new sewing machine!You can call her "Efterpi".I don't know what's wrong with me and I give names to STUFF.It's cause I'm more emotionally connected with them I guess.Ok,I think I bragged enough for today!They're not something special,but to tell you the truth I'm a bit proud of myself.xD

I had next to no experience with that stuff and da-da-daa!I learnt some basic techniques!Yeah,yeah I said I'm gonna stop bragging!So here they are:

Life through the eyes of an ant

Just a short post to show you some of the pictures I took during Easter holidays.

Yesterday,I bought a sewing machine!You just can't imagine how much happy I am!

A dream became true!So,excuse me for the lack of posts but... I have a new baby now to take care of!

See you soon!

Until then...enjoy the sun!

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You are the choices you make

I don't have a clue.Again.I don't know what I want.I've been on this position so many times I wonder whether I should stay here.The fact that I'm still here probaply means that deep inside I like being here.Or I'm just afraid to walk away.The hard thing in life is that you must make choices.Should I stay?Should I go?Should I study architecture?art?graphics design?Should I break up with him?Should I be the bitch?Should I be the victim?

As you grow up,life becomes more complicated.You need to decide about more and more stuff.To make choices.Choices that will affect your whole life.You are the choices you make. You have to choose.Otherwise,someone else will do it for you.

Well,I don't feel like making choices right now.I don't wanna think what I should do,so I wont regret it afterwards.I don't wanna decide.I don't wanna think at all.

I just want my hair to grow longer,so they can tenderly touch my back and my face while the wind's blowing.I wanna lie down in the grass and sunbathe.I wanna dance on the roof.I wanna go out in the streets and sing.I wanna go swimming.I wanna run at the beach wearing my swimsuit.I wanna dig my toes in the sand.I wanna go to a mountain and scream with all my strength.I wanna climb on a tree an stay there.And when tired,I wanna sleep naked.I don't wanna think at all.I just wanna be happy.

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Getting myself ready (+ 20 questions tag)

Sorry for my absence.Again.Sorry for not replying to your comments.Sorry for not being such a good blogger.These days were quite weird.We went on a 3day excursion with school.I had a great time.I could show you some pictures but I took thousands so you would be bored.
Spring has officially come.The day is getting bigger and bigger.I need no other reason but the sun,to be happy.But what's wrong with me?I've caught several times myself thinking I need something different to happen.I'm not unhappy or something.I have everything.My family,my friends,my boyfriend.Why I feel I need something more?Am I greedy?I got used having a mess in my life,and now that my life isn't a mess, i wanna mess it up?

I want something extraordinary to happen.I wanna meet new people.New places.Make new friends.

Untill then,I make myself ready for spring.I'm watching movies,reading books,discovering new favorite music,going out,trying to eat healthy and exercise,drawing and dreaming about the future.

I know it's not a post you would wish to read but I wanted to share my thoughts with you.

I've been tagged by Tunics and Tamarind Chutney to answer those questions:
1.What can't you leave the house without?

cellphone,my keys(after many times being locked out!),my mp3,a notebook and a pencil,(and my camera most of the times!)



2. Favourite makeup brand.
I'm not a big fan of make up actually.Most of the times,I use just a maybeline mascara and a lipbalm


3. Favourite flower?
tulips,gardenia

4. Favourite clothing store?
I prefer buying clothes from local shops and markets,but most of the times I shop from Zara.

5. Favourite perfume?
A vanilla spray from sephora!

6. Heels or flats?
FLATS.although I like seeing heels on others.I wish I could walk barefoot outside.

7.Do you make good grades?
Yep.But I could make better.But I'm bored to.

8. Favourite colours?
brown,dark red,green,beige

9. Do you drink energy drinks?
No.

10. Do you drink juice?
Yeaaaaah!

11. Do you like swimming?
Hell yeah!who doesn't?

12. Do you eat fries with a fork?
Most of the times.


13. Favourite moisturiser?
citron&lemon from sephora.Love its smell!

14. Do you want to get married?
Now I say no.But I don't know after lots of years I may change my mind.

15. Do you get mad easy?
I get annoyed easily I have to admit.

16. Are you into ghost hunting?

ah?

17. Any phobias?
I'm afraid of the height and some times of the dark too....(just pretend you didn't hear it!)

18. Do you bite your nails?
I used to.But not anymore.

19. Have you ever had a near death experience?
No.Thank god.

20. Do you drink coffee?
Rarely.I don't like it this much.

Now I tag:

Bohemian Soul

Raindrops on Roses

A natalie moment

Black sheep of teenage drama

I'll be around this time.Checking your awsome blogs!

photo: http://www.flickr.com/photos/lizzynewman/

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Wanna see something really cool?

Chris Sickels,also known as Red Nose Studio,is one of my favorite illustrators.He was trained as a painter,but he's a self-taught sculptor!He makes his 3D characters and environment using a multitude of materials,and then he takes photos of that world.You can check his personal site to see more of his amazing work here:
http://www.rednosestudio.com/index.html

My heart will go on

Just a quick post to show you today's outfit.Unfortunately,I didn't have so much time so forgive me for the low quality of the pictures.Love you,all of you.

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I'm a treasure hunter

Great news!For me at least.After months of stealing internet from the neighbours(oops!I shouldn't have said that!),we finally got our internet connection fixed.Which means...parapapamm...POSTING MORE FREQUENTLY!
It was a really weird day today.The sky was orange because of the dust which came from Africa through the wind.And the whole atmosphere was at the tones of brown.It was like taking part in a sepia movie!Unfortunately,I didn't have my camera with me to take a picture to show you.Today's photos are a little bit random!My grandma came today to give me some old jewelery of hers she found.





I'm leaving you with another amazing video.I think I'm gonna sleep now.I'm exhausted.Have a good night!

Pigeon Pilfer from Michael Stevenson on Vimeo.

Whispers in the dark

Breaking the routine

Don't you feel some times that days just pass by without something different happening?That at the end of the month you won't even remember the half of them?The last couple of days I was feeling like that.At the end of each day I usually make the day's review.Nothing special happened to me.Of corse you can't blame yourself for that.It's on your hands up to a point but it also has to do with luck.So,let me rephrase it.I didn't do anything special.
It's a fact that I'm a procrastinator.My englished teacher named my problem some years ago.Of corse it's not such an important problem when there are people who have cancer or aids,I can live with that.But all these are excuses I use to persuade myself not to feel guilty.My attention is absorbed by many unuseful things during the day.As a result,I end up with tons of homework I haven't done,mourning my lost hours I could reclaim doing things for myself.It's true,I don't take care of myself.I don't even sleep well.
I'm lucky to have a wonderful sister though.She's three years younger than me but she's one of the most positive and powerful people I know.I really admire her.Well,when I told her nothing special happenes these days,she suggested me something.So,this morning we got up earlier for school,dressed up and went to the nearest bakery and bought breakfast.Then we went to eat it to the park.You know what they say.You can see how good a day is gonna be,from the morning.Well,it really made my day.I was in a really good mood all day long.Sometimes just changing a small detail of your daily routine,can have a great impact on your mood.
I just needed to share this with you,just to remind you that it's in our hands to make the difference in our lifes.So,why don't you do something different tomorrow?You can try a different flavor of coffee,listen to the music on your way to work/school,or go for a walk to a place you don't usually do.Just do something.Something extraordinary.

photos:http://www.ryanmcginley.com/

Seeking for my glass slipers

I know it's been ages since my last post,but my internet connection is the one to blame!I've missed blogging soo much these days.It's been a habit now for me.And I really enjoy it!Well,in about a month I have my birthday(yaaaay!)AND...we'll be on a 3-day school trip.But here's the part I need your help my beautiful bloggers.We're about to go clubbing there.And I have no idea what shoes to wear.It's silly I know,but the whole school's gonna be there!All my friends are gonna wear highheels.But there's no way I'm gonna wear those things!I thought of wearing ballerinas but I haven't find a pair I'm really into it.What do you suggest me?