You are the choices you make

I don't have a clue.Again.I don't know what I want.I've been on this position so many times I wonder whether I should stay here.The fact that I'm still here probaply means that deep inside I like being here.Or I'm just afraid to walk away.The hard thing in life is that you must make choices.Should I stay?Should I go?Should I study architecture?art?graphics design?Should I break up with him?Should I be the bitch?Should I be the victim?

As you grow up,life becomes more complicated.You need to decide about more and more stuff.To make choices.Choices that will affect your whole life.You are the choices you make. You have to choose.Otherwise,someone else will do it for you.

Well,I don't feel like making choices right now.I don't wanna think what I should do,so I wont regret it afterwards.I don't wanna decide.I don't wanna think at all.

I just want my hair to grow longer,so they can tenderly touch my back and my face while the wind's blowing.I wanna lie down in the grass and sunbathe.I wanna dance on the roof.I wanna go out in the streets and sing.I wanna go swimming.I wanna run at the beach wearing my swimsuit.I wanna dig my toes in the sand.I wanna go to a mountain and scream with all my strength.I wanna climb on a tree an stay there.And when tired,I wanna sleep naked.I don't wanna think at all.I just wanna be happy.

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Getting myself ready (+ 20 questions tag)

Sorry for my absence.Again.Sorry for not replying to your comments.Sorry for not being such a good blogger.These days were quite weird.We went on a 3day excursion with school.I had a great time.I could show you some pictures but I took thousands so you would be bored.
Spring has officially come.The day is getting bigger and bigger.I need no other reason but the sun,to be happy.But what's wrong with me?I've caught several times myself thinking I need something different to happen.I'm not unhappy or something.I have everything.My family,my friends,my boyfriend.Why I feel I need something more?Am I greedy?I got used having a mess in my life,and now that my life isn't a mess, i wanna mess it up?

I want something extraordinary to happen.I wanna meet new people.New places.Make new friends.

Untill then,I make myself ready for spring.I'm watching movies,reading books,discovering new favorite music,going out,trying to eat healthy and exercise,drawing and dreaming about the future.

I know it's not a post you would wish to read but I wanted to share my thoughts with you.

I've been tagged by Tunics and Tamarind Chutney to answer those questions:
1.What can't you leave the house without?

cellphone,my keys(after many times being locked out!),my mp3,a notebook and a pencil,(and my camera most of the times!)



2. Favourite makeup brand.
I'm not a big fan of make up actually.Most of the times,I use just a maybeline mascara and a lipbalm


3. Favourite flower?
tulips,gardenia

4. Favourite clothing store?
I prefer buying clothes from local shops and markets,but most of the times I shop from Zara.

5. Favourite perfume?
A vanilla spray from sephora!

6. Heels or flats?
FLATS.although I like seeing heels on others.I wish I could walk barefoot outside.

7.Do you make good grades?
Yep.But I could make better.But I'm bored to.

8. Favourite colours?
brown,dark red,green,beige

9. Do you drink energy drinks?
No.

10. Do you drink juice?
Yeaaaaah!

11. Do you like swimming?
Hell yeah!who doesn't?

12. Do you eat fries with a fork?
Most of the times.


13. Favourite moisturiser?
citron&lemon from sephora.Love its smell!

14. Do you want to get married?
Now I say no.But I don't know after lots of years I may change my mind.

15. Do you get mad easy?
I get annoyed easily I have to admit.

16. Are you into ghost hunting?

ah?

17. Any phobias?
I'm afraid of the height and some times of the dark too....(just pretend you didn't hear it!)

18. Do you bite your nails?
I used to.But not anymore.

19. Have you ever had a near death experience?
No.Thank god.

20. Do you drink coffee?
Rarely.I don't like it this much.

Now I tag:

Bohemian Soul

Raindrops on Roses

A natalie moment

Black sheep of teenage drama

I'll be around this time.Checking your awsome blogs!

photo: http://www.flickr.com/photos/lizzynewman/

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Wanna see something really cool?

Chris Sickels,also known as Red Nose Studio,is one of my favorite illustrators.He was trained as a painter,but he's a self-taught sculptor!He makes his 3D characters and environment using a multitude of materials,and then he takes photos of that world.You can check his personal site to see more of his amazing work here:
http://www.rednosestudio.com/index.html

My heart will go on

Just a quick post to show you today's outfit.Unfortunately,I didn't have so much time so forgive me for the low quality of the pictures.Love you,all of you.

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I'm a treasure hunter

Great news!For me at least.After months of stealing internet from the neighbours(oops!I shouldn't have said that!),we finally got our internet connection fixed.Which means...parapapamm...POSTING MORE FREQUENTLY!
It was a really weird day today.The sky was orange because of the dust which came from Africa through the wind.And the whole atmosphere was at the tones of brown.It was like taking part in a sepia movie!Unfortunately,I didn't have my camera with me to take a picture to show you.Today's photos are a little bit random!My grandma came today to give me some old jewelery of hers she found.





I'm leaving you with another amazing video.I think I'm gonna sleep now.I'm exhausted.Have a good night!

Pigeon Pilfer from Michael Stevenson on Vimeo.

Whispers in the dark