*naked under the blankets

"What's your opinion about Osama?"

I'll never forget this.This question left its mark on me.

My inability to answer,mainly.

Such a long time on the auto-pilot.

I go to school,I eat,I go to the after school lessons,I sleep.

I don't watch tv.I only learn what's happening in the world from the people around me.

How I became like that?

I'm not myself.

So absorbed by my life.

My future,my vacations,my weekends,my lovers.

There's no room for anything else.

I sink in my microworld.I wore blinders.

I feel shame for me,but I'm not ashamed to say it.

Thank you so much for asking me this question.

Thank you so much for waking me up before becoming a zombie forever.

It's easy to lose your path in chaos.