I don't have a clue.Again.I don't know what I want.I've been on this position so many times I wonder whether I should stay here.The fact that I'm still here probaply means that deep inside I like being here.Or I'm just afraid to walk away.The hard thing in life is that you must make choices.Should I stay?Should I go?Should I study architecture?art?graphics design?Should I break up with him?Should I be the bitch?Should I be the victim?
As you grow up,life becomes more complicated.You need to decide about more and more stuff.To make choices.Choices that will affect your whole life.You are the choices you make. You have to choose.Otherwise,someone else will do it for you.
Well,I don't feel like making choices right now.I don't wanna think what I should do,so I wont regret it afterwards.I don't wanna decide.I don't wanna think at all.
I just want my hair to grow longer,so they can tenderly touch my back and my face while the wind's blowing.I wanna lie down in the grass and sunbathe.I wanna dance on the roof.I wanna go out in the streets and sing.I wanna go swimming.I wanna run at the beach wearing my swimsuit.I wanna dig my toes in the sand.I wanna go to a mountain and scream with all my strength.I wanna climb on a tree an stay there.And when tired,I wanna sleep naked.I don't wanna think at all.I just wanna be happy.